Peacefulness and confusion

So. Peace, peaceful, peacefulness...is that something to aim at? I don't know. It just seems that when I have grown older I have become more and more "centred" in myself and through it I have acquired certain state of peacefulness. At the same time the ever present confusion has mellowed. Don't get me wrong: It has not dissappeared, just changed from existential anguish to milder wonder why we bother living.